Selasa, 21 Oktober 2014

Tummy Butterflies

So, I'm back again. It's been like forever since the last time I write something out. I really miss writing shit that happens to me, especially that occurred lately. Well, a lot of things happened, and I grew out some of my shitty habits to become a better person. I am happier and more alive than ever. But, of course, shit still comes and goes in my flat and boring life. I don't know why they keep coming, I never invited them. Anyways, I fucking hate my college life, you know, it sucks as fuck.
You know life's been great and mean to me, but hey that's okay, that's life.

Actually I'm not in the mood to type since I'm not in a good mood. However, I found myself in a wi-fi connection room, and I miss my blog. A lot. Let me tell you something I've been itching to tell, I already moved on, iyaayy. Finally, I can typed this shit *tears of joy*. And I guess I was wrong all this time where I used to tell myself that I could never find someone who's as good as him who could make me smile and felt the butterflies in my tummy. I think I started to feel those stupid things again, I found myself smile for no reason, I know it sounds scary, but I'm not crazy. I think I'm in love, and I know it sounds totally cheesy, but hey there's nothing wrong with that. It's just I realized it's been too long that I haven't opened myself up to people, 3 fucking years, could you believe it? OMG, I don't know how could I survive from that zombie land, I can't believe it! Now I feel like there's a new beginning ahead which I look forward to it, I really do.