That's Right

I didn’t go back to my hometown. I just stayed in Padang. Well, I actually had planned it, but it seemed like luck didn’t want to approach me, yet. I was very upset to hear that I couldn’t go back to my hometown since I had to attend a show, or whatever in the campus on Saturday. Wow, I gave out all of dirty words in my vocabulary. It’s because I had planned to go hiking with my mom. Well, it’s not like hiking to the mountain, but we were going to walk quiet far. Sounds great, huh? It does because I have imagined it all. It is failed now.

I took other alternative, so I decided to come to my friend’s rent house. I thought that I might have something to do there, than stayed at home, and cursed all the people around me. I almost forgot to tell you that I had already near the campus when I knew that attending the show or whatever was not an obligation; representatives from your class were enough. This led me to an enormous mad, I was very angry. I should have been at my warm home, but this shit failed it.

The next thing that I did was going to my high school friends’ house. I knew if I stayed there without doing nothing was a very bad idea; therefore, I took it and happily (even in a very bad weather) went to friends’. I just hoped that my visit would give a recharge since I needed refreshing. This wasn’t a bad idea for I was right. Visiting an old friend could be very appealing and interesting. I was very happy back then.

Working with Pupil

Work day! Iyeii! I did the laundry, assignments, etc. My clothes which haven’t been touched  for a whole week, finally got their turns. Wow, you know what, this is the first time I did the laundry with  the smell of my clothes were so bad. It’s because of the rain on previous days. I put them outside of the house. You know what happened next. Rain poured down on clothes and left some of the water on them, along with unpleasant smell the next day.  It’s a very hard work to get rid of those smell. I should use the anti bacteria’s softener, and stuff to make them smell good. I hope my hardwork isn’t just a waste. 

So many people and things came to our house. People came to see a new comer in our house. She is undoubtedly charming, cute, chubby, and everything. Her name is Nailah, she’s the only child and the cutest among us. She happens to be my sister’s first child. She’s just like an angel. Everyone loves and adores her. I  do too. I love to see her, but I can’t show how much I like her like the other does. I just feel awkward when I touch or make jokes to her. 

I have to admit that I can’t get close to kids. I don’t really like kids, well I do want to protect them and make them happy. The problem is the way I show them that I care about them is just different. I don’t know how to make those funny faces or jokes or something which could make them laugh. So, when a child cry  around me, I wouldn’t do anything. I’d keep silent and just watch him, ‘what’s gonna happen?’ those words keep in my mind when this situation occurs. Kekekeke..... I sometimes think that I’m such kind an evil. I should have calmed them.

Time Is Running Out

It seems like I never have enough time. While I’m doing works, another thing is waiting, and I’m never be able to finish them. I mean all of them, I can only finish some of the assignments, or house chores. It’s so depressing! I want to finish everything exactly in the time that I’ve set to finish it. But it never happens as I expect! Urrrgh… I hate it. I really hate it when it happens. I need more time, please. I need more time to do my assignments, house chores, and even for myself.

I always run out of time. 24 hours is not enough. It’s never enough for someone like me. Why does it happen? Well, I have to be honest that I can’t see something screw on my work-in any kind of works. I mean at anything. I will check every single word of my writing assignment; I’ll check every single of laundry, in the simple word I count everything. No, no that’s still not simple. Ok, I am fond with the accuracy. 

So, I often find myself running out of time. I’m not so the eleventh hour person, it’s just I consume too much time at working, and even if I’m not working. Why am I so slow? I do wanna be a quick person. I do my works quickly, without leaving any mistake. This could be very annoying sometimes. The worst is it’s not just annoying for me, but the people around me, too. They understand that I’m so slow at working. It’s annoying, too. I don’t want they think I’m that kind of person. I will change this behavior, habit, or whatever.

Nothing Left to Do

Well, I know that what I’m going to tell you, is not something important. But not for me, in my opinion this is so important. Everybody must know that we’re taking courses, and another courses, and doing many kinds of activities. I know that too, because I’m doing the same. I’ve been thinking, what would happen to us if these activities suddenly stopped, and it’s not just stop for a while; it’s two months. That’s not a short time, is it?

Do you understand what I’m talking about? Yep, it’s about our holiday. Our days-days when we can freely do what we want. The days which have been waiting by the students, as well as the lecturers, and staffs. FYI, I’m listening to ‘chasing pavements’ by Adele. I know, I know it doesn’t have to do with this topic. I told you earlier, just for your information. I plan something for this up coming holiday. Something which is big for me. I consider this as a breakthrough in my life, yeah….

So, I lay my head back down, and lift my hands, and pray… I’m singing ‘only hope’ by Mandy Moore. I know, I know.. ok, let me tell you what my plan is. Okay, I will take  part time-job this holiday.  Yeeeaa… I have thought about this, and I think it’s good for me since I’m not just a student, I’m a college student now. I have some special rights, that enable me to do things which I used to can’t do. This makes me realize on another thing, that is I’m not a kid anymore. I’m totally sad for this one, I wish I could live in Neverland then.

It's Pointless

Let’s move to another topic. I don’t have any idea; what should I type? What is a good topic. I just say ‘let’s move to another topic’ without really think. Dumbfounded! Yeah, I really want to say that. Um… I want to say some rubbish things such as dirty words, or whatever. Speaking of rubbish, I remember something rubbish that happened in the past; long, long time ago like in the movies or fairy tales. Sorry, I don’t know what I’m saying.

Actually, it has to do with my high school hood something like that, you know teens and stuff. It is a very painful memory of mine. I just want to throw myself into  a very deep sea if I remember it. A very best friend turned into  a person whom I hate the most. Huh! I really don’t want to talk about it, for real. I hate it when a split of that memory crosses my mind. I hate it!

My high school was great, except for that part… it’s very annoying. I won’t stop cursing in my head if I think about it. Like I told you, even just a split of it; I can’t stand. I really can’t because in the end I will hate myself more. I’ve sworn that I’m not making the same mistake. I won’t give any payback since it’s a waste, waste of time. In short, it’s pointless.

Manga

Guys… listen! Do you know what I did today? Just be ready before I tell what it is. It’s kinda silly, it’s very amusing, though. Guess what?? I read a comic book which is familiar as manga. Ha ha ha… it’s been a long time since I read it. I thought it was in 2010; I don’t clearly remember, but it’s been more than a year. It was like going back to the old me, and it was great. I could feel it again. I could how fun it is. I should’ve done this earlier. If only I had known…

The manga was the romantic comedy one; I couldn’t feel the comedy briefly, but it was romantic, yes, it’s very romantic. Could you believe that I was moved because of it. I could hardly believe it, too. I could imagine how my feeling was when I read those mangas. The only thing I can’t understand of all is how can I stop reading them? This one is unexplainable. I don’t know where to start if we talk about this. Many things happened, and I hardly focused on what I did, so, I couldn’t read them. May be that’s the appropriate reason.

The story was about a junior high school girl who was very cute, and she met a guy on the beach, and they felt the chemistry and boom! There they were a new stupid-happy couple. Even though it seems silly, I like it. I don’t care if it’s too typical. It is very amusing, and entertaining. And the most important thing is I have all of the series because it’s very rare to find series comics completed. I think I am lucky this time.