It's Pointless

Let’s move to another topic. I don’t have any idea; what should I type? What is a good topic. I just say ‘let’s move to another topic’ without really think. Dumbfounded! Yeah, I really want to say that. Um… I want to say some rubbish things such as dirty words, or whatever. Speaking of rubbish, I remember something rubbish that happened in the past; long, long time ago like in the movies or fairy tales. Sorry, I don’t know what I’m saying.

Actually, it has to do with my high school hood something like that, you know teens and stuff. It is a very painful memory of mine. I just want to throw myself into  a very deep sea if I remember it. A very best friend turned into  a person whom I hate the most. Huh! I really don’t want to talk about it, for real. I hate it when a split of that memory crosses my mind. I hate it!

My high school was great, except for that part… it’s very annoying. I won’t stop cursing in my head if I think about it. Like I told you, even just a split of it; I can’t stand. I really can’t because in the end I will hate myself more. I’ve sworn that I’m not making the same mistake. I won’t give any payback since it’s a waste, waste of time. In short, it’s pointless.