I got so angry

I got so angry in one of my classes. A lecturer gave back our assignments, in  order to check all of the errors  such as punctuation errors, grammar errors, and misspelling. She distributed the assignments by herself. When it came to me, she called my name. She walked to me and said “you can’t copy this from a book.” I was like, ‘sorry, what do you mean?’ There’s a red parantheses mark on several first sentences. I told her “I didn’t copy them, I made by my self! ” “Really?!” She replied. “Don’t you trust me?” I insisted. “Well, I don’t know you yet. We’ll see” That’s her last statement about it.

I was completely mad. How could she say that? How can she assume that I’ve copied a book in doing this assignment? I’m still learning, I know that. It’s fine to me if I make mistakes and people correct  them. I wouldn’t have done such kind of thing. It hurts my feelings a lot. I didn’t talk much in that class today. It’s very hard to me to open my mouth and talk to her again. I am still angry. I don’t know when I could get over it. This kind of thing happens for the very first  time in my life. I just feel like she didn’t appreciate my work.

Why do I become this mad? First, I love English. I know that my knowledge and ability is still lack. So, in order to advance my English ability, I would do my best in any subjects. Second, I am happy when people correct my mistakes, because that’s the result of my hard works. It means I have to study harder and learn more. Accusing for something that I never do is unacceptable. Ok, I will be like this for a couple of week. It will be very hard to get rid this feeling when I’m studying that subject. I wish I just could forget it, and make a better assignment . I would pray for myself then. Pray for me too guys....