Today is a typical day. Nothing is special, not
so much. If I take a look at my pasts, nothing was special actually happened in
my life. It was something usual, or I just think that everything is usual.
Honestly, I’ve never thought something
so special. It’s a problem to me. When, someone treats me appropriately,
you know she/he doesn’t answer my questions, or doesn’t speak to me for no
reason. I would think, “it’s fine”. I wouldn’t think any less of him/her.
That’s life, that happens. The problem is-it happens all the time. I would just
keep silent. I wouldn’t care.
You know what makes me piss off of myself? When
the people who treat me badly come to me and need my help, I would help them no
matter what they have done to me. I can accept it. I loathe myself because of
this. Why am I such a kind person? I shouldn’t have done that. I should have
let them beg for my help. I don’t have to help them if I don’t want to. Let
them suffer and learn. That will happen if you don’t treat people right.
However, my friends are disagree to me. They said that it’s the
good thing of me. That’s a good thing of becoming me. Most people would not do,
what I do. They would consider on what has happened. I have no idea on which
side I should take. I was happy when they said that. I somehow in the middle of
agree or not. Whether it’s right or wrong, I don’t care. That’s me.
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