I need some entertainments

Today is so great. I have downloaded many videos, and I’m really happy to finally be able to collect all of my favorite videos. Actually, this is the first time I downloaded a video. It’s quiet embarrassing, though. It’s a regular thing for people, but for me it’s huge. I should’ve written to the campus newspaper about this (laughs). It was fun to be able to browse again. I really enjoyed it. You must think that I’ve been too long in such kind of rural area-no internet service, no signal, no TV, no computer, etc. Yeah, but I’m not. It’s just I’ve been busy these days, so I haven’t do something plead.

I really want to hear someone ask me about my college. Like parents in US ask about school to their children “how’s school?” something like that. I feel like people care about me when they ask about school, or now for me is college. Once, mom asked me about school. It was in high school, I was shocked to hear it. I found that this isn’t good for me. It was like a total shock. My mother had never about regular days in school, and she was asking me at the moment. I told myself that mom always loves me, even she doesn’t ask about my school. 

I’m not very well. I mean my health is not in good condition. I could feel and hear my heavy breath, I don’t know what’s happening to me. I just feel uneasy and tired. I’ve planned to sleep earlier, but this thing keep persuading me to have some entertainment by watching these music videos. I can’t deny I really need some entertainment. Oh, my head is getting worst, think I should to end this now.